Hello! Today's a special day—it's been a whole year since I took that big step and moved out on my own! This time, it was completely intentional, and courageously honest! So, here's a quick shout-out to this amazing, transformative year.
Living on my own, without the constant support of closed ones whom I call my family, has been nothing short of a rollercoaster. "Different" is the perfect word to describe it—not the fancy freedom everyone talks about, but a unique, challenging, and liberating kind of different.
Reflecting on my journey I rediscovered my kitchen! As I write this, it's a bit, well, quite messy, actually. But I know it will be clean once I get into the kitchen cleaning mood.
Speaking of kitchen and cooking, I wanted to share a story. Back in college, I could make some khichdi, anda burji and pasta, but with work taking over, cooking took a backseat. And I must say, I couldn't realised that for years. One day in Nashik (previous workplace), fed up with the office food, I randomly decided to make khichdi. Surprise, surprise—I forgot how to do it! Now in my recent move, after two months of avoiding it, I got back into the grind. Not just for survival, but for a bit of self-love too. Started with khichdi, of course, then moved on to daal rice, veggies, eggs—maybe a bit too much info there!
Another significant lesson was in the art of grocery shopping. Honestly, I used to hate the concept of going out and shopping. I still prefer online shopping most of the times. But as I started shopping from the grocery store, I found a liking for the food section, soaps, and the giant refrigerator section where they keep frozen food. But apart from the grocery shopping, I found love for all those containers that are actually ice cream boxes. The only savings I love in my house. I admit, there's still a lot to learn, but as Miguel tells to Rebecca - "One day at a time, baby."
Now, it wasn't all rainbows and sunshine from the balcony. I faced heartbreaks, missed chances, and unreturned love. But here I am, navigating through it all. Despite the setbacks, I find comfort in what I have, realising that contentment often lies in appreciating the small blessings.
Oh, and the highlight? I gained 12+ kgs this year! Those who know me will be thrilled to hear this and see me proudly embracing the wonderful gain.
As I look back on this year of growth, independence, and self-discovery, I can't help but feel a mix of emotions—gratitude for the lessons, resilience in the face of disappointments, and a sense of accomplishment for embracing this 'different' life with open arms. Cheers to the journey and whatever it holds next!
'Moora' is playing in the background.
Love.
Till the last line❤️🩹
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ReplyDeleteYou very well portrayed your emotions for the whole year. It seems your ride is full of roller coasters. Best wishes for the new year. I hope you will discover more aspects of life. All the best.
ReplyDeleteWow! Kudos to you for all the awesome work you have done on yourself! ❤️
ReplyDeleteHuh! Chat GPT :P
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